k i k i ~ 新的体验 ~

now is december.
a month dat is the last month in a year.
a month dat full with christmas feel.
a month dat means i need to say goodbye to this year.
a month dat means a new year is coming soon.

i felt quite sad in this month..
coz time pass very fast..i even don’t know wat did i do in this year.
wasting my time in home…while waiting to come uk..
and i aredi in uk for 3 months…
everytime i think of the time, i will count down the time that i can go home..
now, still got 6~7 months…
i don’t know whether i really wan to go back onot, but i really miss malaysia…
but i think when i go back, i will miss uk too…MAYBE~

today when i woke up, saw a piece of paper on the floor in front of my door..
"Christmas Holiday"..
juz a few reminders to all of us b4 we go home for holiday…
of coz, i’m not goin home..
i gonna stay here for my holiday.
i hope all of my flatmates r goin home, so that i can enjoy the whole flat n the whole kitchen…the clean kitchen!
i hope so~
i dunno whether i still hav chance to move out after the first semester onot…
i dunno if i aredi give up onot..
but i tell myself to give up~
i know there muz be not easy when staying outside wif frens…many problems need to be solved..
but i want a place that can let me rely on…i wish to hav some "home feel"…a place that i can find ppl to talk wif..a place that i can always cook wif my frenz..with fun…a place that i can c my frenz everyday…
although i cant really find a fren that really close bside aunty n uncle them…
i know they hav their circle..
so……
anyway….
hope everthing will b fine…
don’t worry, be happy.

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